Monday, March 1, 2010


hey there..i`ve been kinda lonely for a`s not becoz of my confrantation, but it also about the coming examination...god i did not even start studying like i should..

today i finally finish thinking bout evrything that i wanted to think..

1.i`m relief when i found that nxt sem i will most likely not going to see her...coz muet thingy..hahaha..
3.i still have my grudge..but i will use em` when N.Sembilan Rugby League kick off..baru la berbaloi...
4.i also found out that walking away was the brigthtess move that i had ever made..(according to my fren)

pe lg nk tulis ek..xkn nk tiru style `Tiada Benci Lagi Pada Awak`..clishe giler vavi...
i finally hit the road of eden..i will find somebody out there who will make me happy..
and 1 more things,,i already got works to do this holiday..seriously it is magnificent..


hey there...

i`m sorry that we have to end in this kind of manner,,
to be frank laz nite was shocking and disastrous..
the reason that i had to react in such manner is that

1.becoz i dont want to be the person who gonna distrub u and him
2.becoz i want to grant your wish when u say that u want me to forget bout u..
3.i cannot act like i dont care bout u 2..
4.becoz the love is not easily shattered,, i have to do something to get rid of it..
5.becoz that is the only way that i noe to make u far from me..
6.this is maybe also the only way so that i forget bout u..
7.becoz i really care and love u..

these are the reason why i`m acting like an asshole on that particular time..
only god noe how do i feel on that nite..
its up to u how u gonna look at me afta dis..
and i`m sorry when i said that u r as the same as him..
i know u hate it and that only thing that i can do for u to hate me...
i did all of this because of u..

i noe that mr.T is your dream guy and i accept it..
best guy wins and its him..
we were not meant to be togather..
so gud luck in your exam my dear..
hope to see u nxt sem...

this the only thing that i could justify my action..
i do not if its sufficient enough for u..
u noe me better that anybody else..
so judge me wif your wisdom and not anger..
do be stupid like me coz i listen to my anger rather than to what i really felt..
i think u had enough of me,,
so goodbye is the only word that i can say to u..
goodbye my FRIEND...\
u thought me a lot though...

At Last

dear dearie,,,

i`m please to tell that i`m through and last nite was splendid...
it feels like at last i am who i am before..
yes the period that we had togather had taught me a lot about the world...
there are memories that i will and always remember..
but most of them are purely rubbish and disgusting..
i am a totally diffrent person when i`m wif her..
i had disgrace the principle that i`ve hold on to for such a long time..
my old were shocked when they found out that i`m diffrent..
NEWSPLASH...guys i am the old among u`olls will no worried of losing your fren anymore..
yes it was my mistake when i neglect the principle that i have hold on to..
and i apologize guys...the real me are slowly arise from death...haha(kinda creepy)...

to D, its not that i hate u..its juz that the tie that u wanted us to have will never ever goin to be reality..haha..yes i`m gonna be lonely,but life is all about making choices isnt it..
i`m making mine now and u r making yours..
this is a lesson for me..a lesson that will be remembered and pass from generation to generation..
thanks for the good and bad memories...i`m done..and i`m through...

-firdaus haron-