retribution...

hey there..i`ve been kinda lonely for a moment.it`s not becoz of my confrantation, but it also about the coming examination...god i did not even start studying like i should..

today i finally finish thinking bout evrything that i wanted to think..

1.i`m relief when i found that nxt sem i will most likely not going to see her...coz muet thingy..hahaha..

2.he...I DONT GIVE A DAMM U`OLLS...

3.i still have my grudge..but i will use em` when N.Sembilan Rugby League kick off..baru la berbaloi...

4.i also found out that walking away was the brigthtess move that i had ever made..(according to my fren)

pe lg nk tulis ek..xkn nk tiru style `Tiada Benci Lagi Pada Awak`..clishe giler vavi...

hahaha..

i finally hit the road of eden..i will find somebody out there who will make me happy..

and 1 more things,,i already got works to do this holiday..seriously it is magnificent..

hahaha...

farewell

-among-

sorry3(superjunior)

hey there...

i`m sorry that we have to end in this kind of manner,,

to be frank laz nite was shocking and disastrous..

the reason that i had to react in such manner is that

1.becoz i dont want to be the person who gonna distrub u and him

2.becoz i want to grant your wish when u say that u want me to forget bout u..

3.i cannot act like i dont care bout u 2..

4.becoz the love is not easily shattered,, i have to do something to get rid of it..

5.becoz that is the only way that i noe to make u far from me..

6.this is maybe also the only way so that i forget bout u..

7.becoz i really care and love u..

these are the reason why i`m acting like an asshole on that particular time..

only god noe how do i feel on that nite..

its up to u how u gonna look at me afta dis..

and i`m sorry when i said that u r as the same as him..

i know u hate it and that only thing that i can do for u to hate me...

i did all of this because of u..

i noe that mr.T is your dream guy and i accept it..

best guy wins and its him..

we were not meant to be togather..

so gud luck in your exam my dear..

hope to see u nxt sem...

this the only thing that i could justify my action..

i do not if its sufficient enough for u..

u noe me better that anybody else..

so judge me wif your wisdom and not anger..

do be stupid like me coz i listen to my anger rather than to what i really felt..

i think u had enough of me,,

so goodbye is the only word that i can say to u..

goodbye my FRIEND...\

u thought me a lot though...

At Last

dear dearie,,,

i`m please to tell that i`m through and last nite was splendid...

it feels like at last i am who i am before..

yes the period that we had togather had taught me a lot about the world...

there are memories that i will and always remember..

but most of them are purely rubbish and disgusting..

i am a totally diffrent person when i`m wif her..

i had disgrace the principle that i`ve hold on to for such a long time..

my old were shocked when they found out that i`m diffrent..

NEWSPLASH...guys i am the old among now..so u`olls will no worried of losing your fren anymore..

yes it was my mistake when i neglect the principle that i have hold on to..

and i apologize guys...the real me are slowly arise from death...haha(kinda creepy)...

to D, its not that i hate u..its juz that the tie that u wanted us to have will never ever goin to be reality..haha..yes i`m gonna be lonely,but life is all about making choices isnt it..

i`m making mine now and u r making yours..

hahhaa..

this is a lesson for me..a lesson that will be remembered and pass from generation to generation..

thanks for the good and bad memories...i`m done..and i`m through...

-firdaus haron-